Day 12

"If life and its rushed pace and many stresses have made it difficult for you to feel like rejoicing, then perhaps now is a good time to refocus on what matters most."

Sundance. August 2009.

I been thinking about this as of late.

In an effort to eliminate idle time/procrastination, I've filled by schedule full to bursting, and it's already taking its toll.

The things I am doing are all good, but I wonder if I am asking too much?

Perhaps the better question is, have I prioritized well?

Yes, that hour of volunteer work is good for everyone involved in some way or another, but it steals precious time away from my would-be/should-be/could-be affair with the library.  (Which is a big deal given my course load...)

And so I ask myself, am I measuring my worth by the length of my to-do list?

Probably.

Is it for the best?

Undecided.


A week ago I was feeling refreshed from break and excited for a clean slate, and now all I feel is drained. It is harder to see the good things this blog is dedicated to recording because I am so caught up in getting from point A to point B (and C, and D, and E, F, G....).

Reader's Digest Version: I'm have a hard time rejoicing. Time to focus on the things that matter most.